November 8, 2011
"I hate myself for loving you. You don’t deserve my love. I don’t know why I bother loving you when I know you dont feel the same."

— Jordan Alexis

3:00pm  |   URL: http://tmblr.co/ZCOZhwBgMvGd
(Notes: 2)
  
Filed under: Easier said then done love Lust confusion confusing college college life relationships one way street thin line standards the fuck ugh help fuck you heartless 
November 4, 2011
"What i write comes from my heart, my mind, my soul. Welcome to me."

— Jordan Alexis

12:18pm  |   URL: http://tmblr.co/ZCOZhwBUtIK0
(Notes: 51)
  
Filed under: Heart Soul Mind Body Spirit Me Mental Writing Writing Process My Life Life Thats Life Welcome Come In Love Lust Lies Losing My Mind Heartless muchlovekid MLK 
November 4, 2011
Venting: Relationships

“I HAVE TO GET ALL THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM OR ELSE I MIGHT END UP CRYIN OVER SOMEONE THAT DOESN’T DESERVE MY TEARS.” ~ Jordan Alexis

All these times youve been showin me the real you and ive ignored it. I shouldve known that you cant change a person no matter how much you want it to work.  Your still gonna do what you want to do.  Your words dont mean shit to me.  Only thing i can go off of with you is your actions and your actions are pretty screwed up.  You say one thing and you do the other.  You say you love me but then i find out your fuckin some random girls (yes, plural).  “But im the only one that means something to you.” Fuck outta here with that bullshit.  Im so done with guys who dont even deserve my attention.  I hate that i love you. I did nothing wrong yet i always feel like im the one fuckin this “relationship” up.  Fuck LOVE. Fuck FEELINGS. Fuck YOU! Imma just have to go back to bein one cold, heartless bitch cause i must not be meant to love anyone.

2:02am  |   URL: http://tmblr.co/ZCOZhwBUDY1J
(Notes: 13)
  
Filed under: Fuck Outta Here Fuck You bullshit fuck feelings fuck love bitch cold heartless relationships 
October 25, 2011
"I can tell a stranger all my deep thoughts and emotions but for some reason go mute when I have to tell someone I know. Why?"

— Jordan Alexis

12:14pm  |   URL: http://tmblr.co/ZCOZhwB5wfoX
(Notes: 2)
  
Filed under: heartless Beat it Michael Jackson MJ emotional confusion Emotionally Mute Emo? 
October 24, 2011
"Reminiscin’ on a younger love.
Blowin kisses to me through the windows of the bus.
Your Daddy told you that I was dangerous,
But I couldnt stop hustlin even if he asked me.
Fast Forward, now were grown ups,
But how could i forget that lovin you is such a rush.
Our future coulda been different but
Lets just say I wouldnt stop hustlin even WHEN you asked me.
But you knew me well.
You knew I had a love on a different scale.
Heavy as the Heavens, you could tell,
Im different now.
But I still carry her with me still.
It takes a strong young man
To survive out here
Carryin the pieces of two hearts.
All the BROKEN PIECES of two hearts
I used to have a backpack full of that work
Now i gotta backpack full of this HURT
and the broken pieces of two hearts
ALL the broken pieces of two hearts.
ITS GETTIN HEAVIER."

— Broken Pieces by Frank Ocean a.k.a. Lonny Breaux

2:26pm  |   URL: http://tmblr.co/ZCOZhwB3ZltH
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Filed under: Lonny Breaux Frank Ocean Franky O Broken Hearts Fuck Feelings Fuck Love Heartless 
October 24, 2011
Fuck Feelings

PRECAUTION: THIS IS FOR THE EMOTIONALLY MUTE! (if you are not “heartless” you will never fully understand this)

It seems like everytime i get into a relationship, the guy seems to think that i dont share my feelings enough and because im holding them in that im not being truthful and trust is lost.  Well you know what, Ill admit to not knowing how to express my feelings, but i cant be the only one fuckin up in these relationships.  Something about these guys arent right for me and i dont feel 100% comfortable sharin my feelings with them or else i would have.  It takes time for me to open up, but once i do your gonna wish i never did.  Soooo much shit is built up inside of me that i can only tell one person and they would understand. Sadly that one person is me. One day ill find that special someone that ill have no problem opening up to. BUT for now, Its just Me, Myself and Irene.

1:56pm  |   URL: http://tmblr.co/ZCOZhwB3WUU4
Filed under: Me Myself And Irene Fuck Feelings Heartless Kanye West Emotionally Mute 
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